Smap Thought 8/6/06

It's been a long time since I posted anything to this blog. I've been working very hard on Channel Smap and trying to get ready to go to Japan. I'm sitting here feeling sick because with every moment, I feel my chances of seeing Smap in concerts are diminishing. I can't seem to find anyone who will help me get tickets now. The one person who tried, I didn't get any of the dates I wanted. Then this guy in Kyoto wants me to pay 60% of the money 1st and 12% commission on the ending price for auctions. My last hope are the dafuya but I don't know how to deal with them and they charge a premium price.

Why is it so hard! I should be able to go to a concert just like any other fan. Everyone seems so closed about it like they don't want to help anybody else. If I could, I'd help others get tickets! Why not! How could it hurt. I hate that JE only allow sells to those who live in Japan! I hate that it's by lottery! And I hate most of all the crazy fans who makes a profit from selling the tickets at outrageous prices! Tickets are normally going for 9 to 16 times more than the original cost.

I will be very disappointed if I don't get to see Smap. So much so that I don't think I'll be able to keep up CS...... That would hurt too much because not seeing them in concert will break my heart........