I missed posted on Shingo's birthday 1/31/06

Shingo's birthday was on Tuesday and I didn't post to my own blog! Gomenasai! This is my personal note to him:

To the one who makes me laugh even when I'm in tears:
Shingo thank you for always having the spirit to give others joy. You want to live in a happy world and therefore you try to make other's happy. I want to tell you that it is working. Since my discovery of you over a year ago, you have helped me figure out a few things about myself. One is that I can laugh at myself and sometimes just be silly. I've learned to appreciate my strange sense of humor because it matches yours. What you laugh at, I laugh at too.

You have helped me get through some tough times in this year. I watch you and really try harder to meet my goals just as you've done. You share a great part of yourself with the world which must really be hard sometimes. I don't presume to know you, I just know what I see. I believe it is the real you because you are not fake. When you are happy you show it. When you are bored, we see that too. When you are annoyed, it's there. You don't had your emotions.

Thank you for it all. I hope you had a wonderful day full of love and loved ones. I pray God keep you always.